Another sadness mood..

Another sadness day...

Did something wrong... 

I really don't have money to... But why keep like rushing me buy the ring?

I wanted to buy.. I still remember I owe you the 2k Christmas set.

I always remembered... But I really can't do it... 

I am waiting for the money too.

Sorry dear.. I love you

'F'uck 'M'y 'L'ife t(-__-t)

Damn pissed since yesterday. Sick still want play games.. I really don't fucking understand lah! I want you cure fast not game game game game!! Damn, you think I won't boring when you sleep? I keep wait your message but you sleep, because you sick. What I can say? You won it. When I tired, sleep early you say I always sleep no accompany you, really? Oh well! How much I care you know or not? You understand or not? Not everyday this this that that.. I already tired you know..? You think I am robot? You want what I give you.. What I did wrong? Just lazy to play maple? Then you like... Whatever like I care or something... Fuck tat Shit okay I am totally pissed because of it... 

No more! FUCK TO BED RIGHT NOW!

NIGHTS !

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我很無能吧?........

唉....

無聊的雨天過了...

從阿叔家回來了..累累啊在他家= =被人酸到...不耐

回到家了...

本來是想開心的陪她..

結果.............

因為我的偽裝傷害了我自己....

傷心還裝什麼開心啊我?...

唉...好了...也不想多加了...

就到這裡...

你知道我在哭嗎?

今天怎麼了...

一直這樣的保持沉默...

也沒關係...

都那麼冷漠的對待我了...

我要加油...

冷漠吧...也沒關係的...

我覺得只是考驗吧?...

對不起我做不到...

很痛...越來越深...就像以前一樣...冷漠後什麼都沒留下來就不叫人影了...

我上輩子做錯了什麼?

我殺了耶穌是不是?

每次回信都是...沒什麼沒什麼...

我死了妳也沒什麼吧?

我很累了你懂嗎?

也希望你永遠不懂我的痛..

突然很累了...晚安

I hate this feeling..

I don't know is this the right time to blog about my feelings.

Today, I woke up at 6.

Work at 8.

And I realised that... She is still sleeping.. It's should be fine.

I text her late abit. 

I still texted her when I started my work.

Well, I was waiting for her text for.... The whole afternoon.

I never blame her because she always wake late :)

She usually wake at 2.

But too bad... I received her text at 5.50

That time I was on basketball court. Having a pleasant time playing basketball.

But she though... I find other girls?... I don't care her anymore?...

Why everytime this happened?... I did something bad for my entire life?...

Well, it's doesn't matter. Was planning to go to KL next week but I guess she is angry on me and she is in the camp.

Go = nothing too. Can't meet her..

Sigh. I am really tired.. I really wish she understand... 

God, if I did anything wrong in the past of my life, please forgive me and please stop this moment happened on me.

I am human you created.

I desire for everything especially wealth and love.

Please let me go from this sorrow.

I think this is all I can blog with... Take care..

Love You My Dear Joyce.

and Merry Christmas.

Picture Corner - ♥

I am back duh bLog Life.

What's up bloggers?

Sorry to those who always keep a stare on my wall. Gomen. m(__ ___m)

It's 7/12 today.

Oh right! I remembered.. 25 December..

Our 4 months anniversary.. Do you remember it? I know you did :)

It's also Christmas Eve. You're mine baby!

Nothing gonna change my feeling, my love on you. 

Baby kiss me :) 

Thanks for everything you gave me!

That's it! Good night peeps.

♥ Joyce Kong Yee Ling ♥

I wish we can do this :) ♥

Another day.. Very tired yet full of illness.

I hate it! Damn!

Dear....

I know you feel insecure with me.

I know I cant give everything you need.

I am sorry.

Believe me, I truly love you.

When the moment I was alone, I think about you.

I really treasure the day we spent together. Those laughter.

And I always feel that, you are not happy.

Your text are cold. Your feeling doesnt with me.

I am scared. You know how scare I am?...

Wet pillow in the bed, my eyes never stop the tears.

I want a hug from you. A real hug.

Don't worry. If you willing to wait me. I will be there after I finish my studies.

I wanna be your man.

Joyce, I love you 

In the next life, be my girlfriend be my woman be my wife again.

Promise me okay..

我愛妳

我哭了...

今天...

我哭了...

我不想失去她....

也不想多說...

我愛妳

龔以琳 aka Joyce Kong

Uh oh?.... End of Semester? Woots :3

Ahhh!!!

I was here on August... Now, it's November woah!

That's quite a long time I stay here.

Hmmm, anyway, I have to do more revision!!

Next Tuesday it's my Final Exam!!

Sorry dar if I can't acc you TwT

But I will still online for acc dar. Won't let dar alone one :3

Anyway, today maybe can't online lur :(

Need to do some assessments and preparation for presentation.

That's all I gonna do today!!

at last..

and dar, this smile is for you :DDD

Respect Originality

Hope dar like it >x<

Still blurring face . Haha

I love Joyce
I love Joyce 
I love Joyce
I love Joyce
I love Joyce
:DDD


That's all for today.
See you soon.

Random- >3

3 days it's been passed.

Finally, she is coming back :DD 

Miss her neh >x< although we keep text everyday.

Miss her miss her miss her badly luuu TwT

Baby, you sick. Take care your health ne  -heartpainmax-

I wanted to take care of you and forever one.

ilysm ♥

Today is Saturday. it's Color b'day too :)

Happy birthday mate~ Picture belowww . :3

so delicious oh color :)

wow so nice XD

GM of the day! He cia Color for the night dinner :3

awww.. so tired ler.. ><

Off to rest for now.. Cya :DD

Random topic? What topic suit this? You decide :3

Oh my gawd.

Today was soooooooo happy with my dar Joyce. :) 

First time she wake up so early >x<" 

I was in class and I texted her too. I don't care lecture x3

But ne, dar ask me study first. 

Finish work I still text dar. Muackss 

Won't let you alone one.

Today dar help me change my blog my everything :3

辛苦妳了老婆 ><"

I help you massage your shoulder :)

Anyway. Take care 

 

 Joyce's Personal Piggy 

sorry dar, I wear the 'Haruhiism' T-shirt so UGLY :((

3/11.. A new day with ♥

Sorry for long inactive bloggers.

I hope my blog visitors is not dead so far. Well,  yesterday is my bad day..

But 3/11 is my Luckiest day ever .

I feel so sorry that I do  something make myself feel so guilty.

Gomene... Hontoni gomen..

I don't know what I should add on... Good luck everyone. 

Much love and respects.

Joyce ♥

兩天過了....

哎喲....又過了那麼多天...我的人生到底是什麼?

過了那麼久...就是這樣子過了?

唉...每個人都有自己的目標,難道我沒有嗎?

只是現在的我做不到!!

如果能的話...或許很多人我都不會認識到...

很多事都沒看到....感受到...

別錯怪了!我不會那麼cheap的.. =)

先這樣...改次再更新

静かな夜に....

Ah, another silent night. 

What I can do in the dark silent night with no stars?

My heartbeat is getting weak but why?

I can feel your breathe.. It's strong

Then I realise, our soul has bond into one.

Your love to me is strong and powerful. I feel it.

I search for your heart, pursuing my true self.

Only love you. Baby Joyce ♥ :)

Before end this post, I would like to share this music I like

On 2008, I played on PlayStation™ 2

On 2011, I watch on Tokyo Broadcast Service™

Persona 4!!! You bring me back alot of memories.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VrvOf7Mhe60&feature=related

Another day..

Damn broadband disconnection make me a day. I was writing a blog yesterday night but the net gone into trouble -.- shit. Today Imma going back to my place, Kapit. Love much rojak and roti canai there. How about a drink? Sure why not? Later will post some roadways before reach Kapit.

P.S. Was on blogger for iPhone that why the format, font and colour are in different style

這就是我所謂的世界嗎?

今天抵達了詩巫了

又是孤零零一個人在這裡悶悶不樂...

或許是她的信息又動搖我的心情...

怎麼世界就是這樣? 不同地區就不能在一起了?

明明我很相信我們都住在地球而且一起都在大馬...

一起看日出,一起看日落...

我很想看到你真正的笑容...

不是因為妳為了不讓我傷心而關心我...

我不需要虛偽的愛情...

我愛的是真正的妳而不是遊戲裡的妳...

為什麼妳就是不明白?

為什麼!!為什麼!!

我看起來是沒什麼關係...

可是我的心在哭有人知嗎?

只能默默偷哭..

妳永遠也看不到我心裡到底怎麼了?

或許突然不在了又怎樣?

妳也一樣會開開心心的活著..

也會慢慢的忘記我對妳的從前...

龔以琳....我的心

永遠都歸妳..

我愛妳.

就是今天...明天再見了..1/10/2011再見 :)

好快...真的好快

快到明天了!!

晚上10.05,也就是我在古晉的最後一個晚上...

每個人都在做自己的事情..

我卻在這裡寫部落格,陪我的寶貝寫信息..

好想妳哦寶貝 >x<"

怎麼覺得不累？是不是陪寶貝寫信息不累了？

我加帛的朋友!!等我!!我後天就到了!!

到時候去鬼混都沒問題 XD

可是我還是要聽我寶貝的話哦..

不然會死的很難看 >x<"

好吧!熄燈去了...晚安大家

This is life.

In this huge Earth, there is alot of populations. 

I don't care there is how many girls how many boys that doesn't matter.

But I know, the deserved one will never make you cry.

Listen, it's not worth to cry for somebody although how much you Love her/him.

Even you cried, nothing will changes.

We need to accept the past and move to the future.

Treat it as an experience you gained from leveling.

Seriously, I was a flirt before but now, I am loyal to her.

Although we are far, in other states, but guess what?

We are sharing the same sky, same Sun, same moon.

We live together in Earth. That make us feel near and secure.

Remember, no matter how long it takes, I will still love you.

My beloved dear, Joyce ♥

我愛妳

一直到永遠 ♥

あなたはいつまで愛して...ずっと..いつまでも

Sem break is coming!

It's Thursday today.

What is next? Tomorrow is the last day for my class 

Wooooooooooooooots!

I am going back to my town, Kapit 

I miss ya 

Especially the 'Roti Canai' @ 'Rojak'

and of course.

My homies Ahaha xD

And today, I think it's a bad news or a good news? 

That crappy bad news is...

That bitch is coming to settle whutta? 

Nothing you two can settle anymore, go back and fuck in the hostel thanks :D

That crappy good news is...

Ohhhhhh~ I am having holiday!! wakakaka

22/9 Today..

Another pleasant day..

Take care guys.

Good luck my emo friend. :)

Hope you can forget her.. Move on to the future.

"Our level of knowledge has increased a lot. You made my dream come true."

- Juan José Guerrero, Seville (Spain)

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